Driving home, and checking my garden (in the dark) made me think: i went to work in the dark (it was overcast this morning) and i drove home in the dark (it's 8pm).
That made me think of England. And you know how sometimes girls you have a crush on that really nerdy guy that no one likes? And guys: that girl everyone thinks is ugly you think is really cute? Yeah my mind is doing that right now. My mind is telling me i should move to England.
Well not like tomorrow or anything. But eventually move to England, and get a job there, and stuff. Some how i like the concept of it being cool to freezing every day, therefore it would never be hot.
But the 'want' part of my brain doesn't comprehend that "freezing" actually means like below zero. a temperature i've only ever experienced inside a home heated to 23 degrees, in bed, under a blanket three doonas and electric blanket.
The rain today was nice, and i think the reflections on the road were beautiful today. I also got a letter which made me smile. The pain is slowly numbing. The mind and body knows that without pain killers, there would be immense pain, so a feeling of cold and numbness entombs me, but there are many little things which cause the mind to forget. temporarily, though...
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